honestly

i shouldn't have lied and i apologize.
i can't concentrate on my crap right now because im hoping you could forgive me.

how do i say this?

i
undeniably
positively
absolutely
certainly
definately
surely
undoubtedly
unquestionably
unmistakably
doubtlessly
definately
...... uhhh

i had trouble finding enough adverbs to make an extensively list
to explain that....

i simply love you

crazy

You drive me crazy
I just can't sleep
I'm so excited, I'm in too deep
Oh, Oh, Oh crazy, but it feels all right
Baby thinking of you keeps me up all night

haha i just had to

insecurities/flaws

definatly all quirks.
i love every single flaw about you.
and im glad we're as comfortable as we are around each other.

i wanna sleep with you

like eyes closed.
you leaning on my shoulder.
my arm around you.
just sleeping.
&.
dreaming.

vanishing point

if my car was this bad ass i would run cross country as fast as i can

barry newman ur one bad ass

just noticed its a backwards image

some old xanga blog haha

Currently Listening
Nightmare of You
By Nightmare of You

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- thumbelina
dream.i few nights ago i had a dream and it seems to have a lasting affect on me
what happend in my dream was...
i was sitting somewhere outside on the curb and i see this couple a blonde girl and this guy i would see them for a couple of days
and for some reason i was deeply in love with this girl
through these couple of days it seemed as though this girl was getting sadder and sadder and she seemed miserable
i wanted to do something, but i could never build enough courage to go and talk to her
and possibly save her from this abusive person
but i was too late
my dream blanks out for a bit and i see her bound and beat to a fence
and i walked over to her and i find a watch locket around her neck
i pick it up from her and the locket disintegrates

what does this mean?
i thought it meant it was time for me to act or help out anybody i can
or whoever wants help
and not to hold back any feeling i have if i hafta help

some frampton

i feel like a hypocrite

i hate it sometimes when i have to wait for people for certain reasons
and i feel like hypocrate for making somebody wait on me

so i apoligize

stop freaking out

i was the one snoring. and i like you too.

you stole my idea

what i look forward to in my day:

That

and sometimes some of these haha

niagra falls

epic
epically wet and wild haha so much fucking mist
you see the mist miles away from the actually falls
kinda like the smoke that comes out of the refineries in LA haha

all this is fun but theres someone missing....
i will take you places. i promise

Don't freak out, ok?

Don't freak out, ok?
Originally uploaded by Ray Fenwick

because im freaking out too


.... but in a good way =)

i love LA

im looking forward to this place

sleep is underated

i enjoy sleep, as a matter for fact lots of it, but like everything else in life it needs moderation. too much sleep and i feel like shit, too little sleep same shit. i'm beginning to enjoy naps not just naps but naps.

just a side note rorsharch = the shit. and the watchmen is still an awsome movie.

famima!!!

gotta say famima is the new 7/11. its got way legit products and a 24/7 deep frier for all those late night cravings for tater wedges. its also a funny thing that the only time i ever go there is at night and i can never imagine how the place would be during the day.


also something that i feel like doing

street lights

let me know, do i still got time to grow.

things aint always set in stone.

let me know, let me.

the only song i enjoy by sir kanye west.

"its not nostalgic, but it would be definately a moment that would cause future nostalgia."

first blog

im re-entering the world of blogging by moving away from my xanga. i might post some my old, embarassing blogs but well see.


anyway im hungry and here are some pictures of what i wanna eat haha.










king crab.












and pinks (that shit was brutal)

pinks is ok i think they get you by hiring actors to stand in line so you have to wait 1.5 hours and by the time you get to order your hungry as fuck and you just wanna eat anything. but damn at this point its making me hungry